Crusher-P – Out Of Sight Out Of Mind
22
August

By Adem Lewis / in , , , /


I can’t shake this feeling. There’s some hidden meaning in everybody’s glances and stares. I know you’re discussing how I have been suffering. The thought of that makes me scared. You and I go hand in hand with being terrified. And if this is all that it is, then I want off this ride. I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life. I will never win the war, despite how hard I think I fight. No matter any move I make, I just can’t get it right. But, you know just what they say… OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND. I can’t say that I have the greatest connection with anything here on Earth. And when they all see me, they smile in pity and ask me if my heart still hurts. No matter the answer, they freeze and they clamor, and say that everything is alright. And high on their saddle, the satisfied cattle pretend that everything is fine. You and I go hand in hand with being terrified. And if this is all that it is, then I want off this ride. You and I go hand in hand with being petrified. And if this is all that it is, then I’m wasting my time. I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life. I will never win the war, despite how hard I think I fight. No matter any move I make, I just can’t get it right. But you know just what they say… OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND. And so, I’ve waited all these years for your eternity. That’s when I saw everything started and ended with me. And I apologize to you for all my ugly greed. I never had what you gave me… You gave me… You gave me… What I need… I will never be okay with this kind of unstable life. I will never win the war, despite how hard I think I fight. No matter any move I make, I just can’t get it right. But, you know just what they say… OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND.


100 thoughts on “Crusher-P – Out Of Sight Out Of Mind

  1. What would you even call this kind of music? At first I was like "WUT" but I left it playing while I was clicking around for other music and realized I loved it.

  2. I know its a little bit late (3 months O-o) but… i think the best thing you can make to remember some happy things about you, Cien, is listening to the song "Would you rather be"

  3. I'll never find the words to express how much I love every song you make, I can relate to them to the point I sometimes cry when singing to them
    You're an amazing artist and you've got all my love and support! I'll hope and wait for whenever everyone outside Japan can buy your new and first album so I can collect them <3

  4. This reminded me so much of when my family started gossiping about me when I was in the mental hospital. Assuming I was better when I got released, ignoring me if I said otherwise, and just generally going against my wishes. Telling everyone they can without my permission. Like I never had a say and they get a free pass cause they're my parents.I don't know if this is what inspired your song But it's nice to know I'm not alone I. These feelings

  5. Truly beautiful, I love your voice, the melody. It's so very well put together! I can't stop listening to it!

  6. This speaks to me <3 even if I am late to the release, I still support you and every song you have ever made. You are my favorite!!!

  7. Your music is always amazing. This honestly describes what I'm going through right now almost perfectly. I needed this song, thank you so much for gracing us with your talent

  8. You are the first (and to this day only) artist I've wanted to call my favorite artist. Your songs makes me actually feel something powerful. That is a sign of a good song!

  9. I know you have the instrumental available for download, but due to the nature of this song I really want to be sure…
    Would you be willing to let me do a cover on this song and post it to my channel? I'll give you credit and leave a link to your channel if you're interested. If you'd rather me not post it, I completely understand.

  10. You know Crusher.
    I've never related more to any song on here…

    I'm a kid with autism, and I always want to hide away from everyone, because they all make me feel uncomfortable… All their staring… It's like they're trying to decipher my mind, decipher me, even. Breaking me into little bits… It's horrifying.

    I'm glad you're doing much better CP! Hope things get even better for you in the long run!

  11. The effects with her voice is really stupid …… it sucks and makes me cringe so much. You’re starting to really suck at making music

  12. I'm not sure if it is because i can't understand what is being said, or if it is the melody on the background, but i feel extremely disturbed and scared, hope no one makes an animation for this song

  13. You say "sorry for all the sad music lately", and although you not being so well is definitely not a good thing, concerning and worrying, you don't have to be sorry at all because sad music isn't necessarily a bad thing. If anything it's good. Because many people can relate to your music and even the ones who don't can come to understand it.
    It feels less lonely like this. Takes a little edge off the pain.
    So, thank you.

  14. this song reminds me of feeling desperate and panicked. this feels like when you are in a bad situation, and you need to desperately get out of it by any means necessary, even death. like being locked into a relationship with an abusive parent.

  15. Я рада, что нашла Ваши каверы и песни)) приятно слушать, хотя я не всегда все до конца понимаю, другой язык всё-таки.
    (^ · ^)/

  16. Hey i know you said you wasn't doing well in 2017 and now it's 2019 don't be sorry my songs are sad, usually, i hope you feel better now !

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